Its is 8:30 on the day we say good bye. It feels like and eternity will pass before 10:00 will get here. The closer it gets, the more intense the ach in my heart and sickness in my stomach get.
I prayed that I am making the right choice. Yesterday afternoon Bailley had another attack. It was mild but it left her very confused to the point that I do not think she knows who I am. I gave her something to help her sleep hoping she would wake and it would be gone. She is a bit better, not panting and pacing but she is still very confused. I love her so much I want this to stop for her.
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So sweet. Looks very much my Lexus who went to heaven at 17 1/2 yrs old in july 2017. She was my shadow and service dog but most of all my best friend. The picture and quote about love and its meaning really hit home. Having trouble finding that meaning with her gone. Ty for her story
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